by joshua heineman                        ( about cb )

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Reaching for the Out of Reach

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Blog Words (reads)

Reclaiming the World through Photography

Fever Math

Ahhhhhmegazine
no. 5, no. 4, no. 3,
no. 2, no. 1 (art mags)

Overheard in SF

You Do Not Need to be Emperor

Polaroids/Photos

The Last Works
of Egon Schiele


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- summertime
- so don't you worry
- chance is our machine
- out tonite
- icstaww
- sun's not rising yet


c u r s i v e
b u i l d i n g s
f o r e v e r


miracles


portraits in red


flickr as a game you cannot win


angelic melancholic


reclaiming


ta beauté
me secoue


context is
excess


camera death


[ archives ]


I was in Palm Springs, amazed at the rage of a freak rain that filled those streets with water, flooding for lack of drains & having absolutely no place else to go… except back up into the sky once the sun came out to dry it. & it did. Meanwhile, we drank date shakes in the desert. We drove around in sprawling squares listening to Gram Parsons & real country radio. We bought watercolors after dark & painted on the hotel bed while the television set played commercial ads broken now & then by brief stints of programming. I opened beer bottles on the coat rack, floated across a warm pool on my back staring at the mountains.
Then I was in San Francisco for awhile, long enough to wrestle a traveling flu to the floor. You do this by sleeping each time the exhaustian finds you & drinking more tea than you want to, moving less than think you ought to. I wore a Halloween costume Matea made: The Oil Spill, all green felt fishes w/little Xed out eyes & blue clothes head-to-toe marred in black ink. Then gone again.
& I was drinking a terrible coffee in a beautiful cafe on the banks of the St. Croix River, near a public library the size of a greeting card aisle & trees w/no leaves & lakes half-frozen over & trembling in a wind that sees only the autumn states outside California in preparations for winter. There was a memorial in the morning, & that was sad… because we are unfortunate animals who understand goodbyes. But we said them anyway & stuffed memories in our pockets, & together went off toward some kind of tomorrow. Just before my birthday, I was back on an airplane. The world I saw outside my window never seemed so lovely or uncontained.
[photo note: a friend kindly sent me his collection of short stories, which i read in an appropriate setting]

I was in Palm Springs, amazed at the rage of a freak rain that filled those streets with water, flooding for lack of drains & having absolutely no place else to go… except back up into the sky once the sun came out to dry it. & it did. Meanwhile, we drank date shakes in the desert. We drove around in sprawling squares listening to Gram Parsons & real country radio. We bought watercolors after dark & painted on the hotel bed while the television set played commercial ads broken now & then by brief stints of programming. I opened beer bottles on the coat rack, floated across a warm pool on my back staring at the mountains.

Then I was in San Francisco for awhile, long enough to wrestle a traveling flu to the floor. You do this by sleeping each time the exhaustian finds you & drinking more tea than you want to, moving less than think you ought to. I wore a Halloween costume Matea made: The Oil Spill, all green felt fishes w/little Xed out eyes & blue clothes head-to-toe marred in black ink. Then gone again.

& I was drinking a terrible coffee in a beautiful cafe on the banks of the St. Croix River, near a public library the size of a greeting card aisle & trees w/no leaves & lakes half-frozen over & trembling in a wind that sees only the autumn states outside California in preparations for winter. There was a memorial in the morning, & that was sad… because we are unfortunate animals who understand goodbyes. But we said them anyway & stuffed memories in our pockets, & together went off toward some kind of tomorrow. Just before my birthday, I was back on an airplane. The world I saw outside my window never seemed so lovely or uncontained.

[photo note: a friend kindly sent me his collection of short stories, which i read in an appropriate setting]